I don't wana forget,
I don't wana change,












what love is. But I'm a tell you what true love is. Love is not what you see in the movies. Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene, you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice. Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself, love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love. Love is when you lay down your life for another, whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister, its even laying down your life for your enemies, that's unthinkable, but think about that. Love is true. Think.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres.
Love never fails. Love is everlasting, its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time, love is the only thing that will last when you die, but ask the question why? Do you have love?

There is no greater love than this than he who lays down his life for his friends. Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends? You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother, your father, or your best friends, but are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you?





I don’t need anyone else, it’s only you
When you ask again, it’s only you
Even if you already have another love
I can’t forget you, I can’t turn back around
Oh ~
The moment my eyes began to burn
The moment my heart was captured by you
I have no regret, I chose you
That’s right, it’s you

Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
Even as time goes by

Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
Even as time goes by

Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you

It’s you
I don’t need any words. it’s just you
“ It’s too late “ , but for me it’s just you
I know our love is wrong
I can’t give up, I can’t let you go
Ah Ah

My lips, cold as can be, are even more blue
I cry out to find to find your warmth
I call, even though I call for you
And there’s no reply, I’ll wait for you

Hey!
Im really Thinking of changing a wallet ):
But Im stuck between this two haha!
Please choose for me ^^







You started a fairytale in my life
You became the Princess in my story,
in most story most people tries to get the princess
It was the same here
I guess I was out of my mind thinking its possible
But I guess I was wrong.
Theres no such thing as happy endings in life
But I want to continue fighting for you
But I'll just have to listen to my friends
I Guess I just have to Give up a tree for the whole forest.


Listen if you want to






It came over me in a rush
When I realized that I love you so much
That sometimes I cry, but I cant tell you why
why I feel what I feel inside

How I try to express what's been troublin' my mind
But still can't find the words
But I know that something's got a hold of me

Baby, some day I'll find a way to say

just what you mean to me
But if that day never comes along
and you don't hear this song
I guess you'll never know that...


And when I say inside, I mean deep
You fill my soul with something I can't explain
It's over me






Hello! yes I know! I am finally blogging again =D
hahaha! Quite a lot of things happened lately. heh!
Have been going pool very often this few days,
And my money flew along with it. =(
But still we had fun! haha
Recalling what I did..... hmmm
Oh yea! I had my mid year not long ago,
Didn't do very well though. sigh...
The whole sec 5 didn't do well in fact...
Super stress for O'levels now.
And recently I think its on last friday?
There was an poly talk, Something like all the poly come over and told us about the courses and stuffs haha! quite cool!
And phew! DPA isnt over (DPA= Direct Poly Admission)
Very very interested in all the business courses^^ Some of your should understand,
NO LA! HEY IM JUST JOKING ABOUT THAT LOL!
Somehow I am currently very inerested in business!
really very interested and not because of THAT reason haha!
Enough of this talk I guess haha!

A few das ago, I went to sheesha.
I always thought sheesha was not very harmfull.
Forgotten which IDIOT told me that sheesha is not harmfull at all!!
Actualy sheesha is more harmfull then cigrettes!
Some says 10 times, Som say 16 times by google
I saw 100 times from yahoo wikipedia -.-
Which of them is true? I do not know but!
IT shows that its more harmfull then cigrettes ALOT OF TIMES!
So I may not sheesha ever again haha!
Actually on that day, We didn't intended to go for sheesha!
We intended to study at first at explanade haha!
Because I was busy cooking for my grandmother!
So I was pretty late!
Isaac couldn't wait anymore and he left first!
Shawn waited for me, Thanks! =D
And Shawn and I headed for explanade.
OK for this part I will be abit raciest...
In the mrt, I dont know why!
We are soo unlucky that there are SOO MANY SHADOW OF THE DAY!
Somemore infront of us -.-
And you know thier colour?
Usually black stuffs attract more heat then other colours.
We learned that in science!
So that day was very hot! when they came in
Obviously the heat increases!
And from a cooling train ride,
It turn into a suana train! cool uh -.-
And when it reached city hall! finally alot alighted and it became alot cooler ^^
And we walk from raffles place to explanade, quite far though but ok la!
we walk through fullerton hotel haha!
There was this passage way, quite cool but didn't know why they build it there
I have a picture show your later haha
And we reach there awhile later,
knew 4 new people
K, Weilun, CPR, Simon
Thats the name they told us,
was quite shocked with K and cpr name LOL!
And when they say cpr, I kept thinking of the life saving crap
the cpr they do for people who drown? HAHA!
And shes a swimming coach! cool uh!
So we studied abit and started chatting,
Nearly met pris because she was around there!
yann spotted her! i thought she had bad eyesight 1 =P
Cause we thought could meet pris so we went to the flea market?
While walking there, we pass boat quey.
And suddenly we stop at this place
where the guy asked if we want to sheesha?
We were quite interested and we sheesha! LOL
Ordered a few drinks,
The first 1 soso but the 2nd was nice haha!
We had a apple mint sheesha!
was quite crazy though, play truth and dare and stuffs haha!
AND saw something super funny!
This indian couple!
The woman keep scoulding the guy
*YOU BASTARD* with a indian tone,
AND SHE keep repeating and repeating!
SUPER FUNNY LOL!
The we laugh our ass off haha!
Was quite high also! cause of sheesha!
we played till 11.30 like this and went home,
Talk with weilun and shaw on the cab,
Quite fnuny haha!
And after weilun and K dropped off,
Shawn was super tired and he somehow just slept on the back,
I drop off at my busstop and walked home.
felt nauseous and quickly went home.
Had a hell time in toilet..
and a very bad headach!
I went and cook something to eat and had 2 panadols!
Its effective and Somehow i stayed online and chat quite alot haha!
slept around 3:45? haha!
Quite tired...
oh ya and a few days before i went sheesha!
Isaac Shawn Nico and I went and watch Angels and demons!
Liked the movie! but abit anti-christ haha!
But the story was good ^^
Hmm cooking for grandma now!
Wonder if she liked my cooking today...
K thats all! haha! 2 pictures for you guys haha!




















Hey! how are you guys?
I think I feel pretty ok.
Pretty excited to get old somehow?
Some things that you can do!!!
Like driving a car :D
My mum recently just bought a new car
What brand Its still a secret,
I will tell your when Im driving it next year HAHA!
MAN! I want my driving lisence!!!!!!
Okok enough of my craps =x

A few days ago! It was isabel birthday!!
HAHA! I brought the present at last min
Sorry isabel =x Was quite busy =P
Shawn first idea was to buy 17 carebears!
HIS rich! haha
But the fact that theres only 9 carebears? (I think so)
Afterall I dont really like carebears!
So on friday, After school I met up with Nico.
Pris told me quite a few times that she got a pink carebear for Isabel!
I think people know me as a forgetfull person ._.
But went tampinese mall to look for it,
It seems that only mini toons have it!
AND They only have PINK AND BLUE!
At that moment my reaction wasn't
"OH SHIT! HOW WHAT SHOULD I BUY"
But rather calm HAHA!
So I Got the blue carebear and a penguin....
The penguin was rather cute :D hehe!
And I think I am very unsincere luh!
Because when the person ask me to choose wraping paper and which 1 to wrap.
I was like "anything la anything"
LOL haha!
And Nico and I like always!
Was teasing people we dont know haha!
The content are quite *extreme*
So I will not post that up! HAHA!
After Wraping the present, the bloody Nico headed home.
I suggested him to go school to take his cert!
But due to his lazyness! HE RATHER GO HOME AND SLEEP!
But its okay though, He took the presents back!
Because I fear that when i went school with the presents.
They wont come back looking the way it did before! HAHA!
So I went school and went for the speech day!
If you guys realize! Friday was the day where it became intensively! HOT!
AND HUMID HOT! AND I FUCKING HATE IT!
So i spend 1~2 hours in the hall.
IT went like this
-Waited for VIP to come (fanning goes on)
-VIP came! reluctant to stand up! But was force in the end!
-Watch prize giving, make up jokes to tease people!
-ashraf said VIP was having News 5 tonight
-Laughter continues
-Watch performance
-Ashraf and amir getting gayle's attention during her performance
-gayle smile abit
-Everything finished went canteen and got a cup of drink(I think it was tea)
-walk back home!!

After I reached home, I bathed
talk to Nico and met him at 201 around 9 i guess?
Eat the usual food :D tasty as always!
And saw nico's ulcer cycle! HAHAHA!
then went jia wen house straight....
when we reached, We realize we were too early =x
so we walk around haha!
And Nico say he wana watch tv!
his a great fan of tv.
I dont know why though haha!
So we went up jia wen's house and watch Some tv
But actually talk more crap then watching haha!
Shawn came and soon Pris sms
BUGGING Me to go bus stop fetch her ==
In the end I agreed and Nico and Shawn wouldn't Accompany me!
WHAT KIND OF FRIENDS!!! LOL (joking haha)
Then Met pris at bus stop! Talk crap and went jia wen house!
AND realise isabel will be super late and jia wen have to sleep early!!
Shawn was insisting of telling isabel that we are there,
we were planning a surprise for her that some havent reach
So I told isabel i havent reach and stuffs haha!
But pris wouldn't let jia wen tell isabel haha!
So in the end Birthday Girl CAME!
Shawn ,nico and jia wen went down first!
Pris and I took a longer route so that we could surprise her from behind:D!
The cake looks super cool anyway haha!
Some special cake Dont realy know how to explain haha!
So we surprise isabel! HAH
Took photos and stuffs!
Talk alot crap! shawn show us top rock (i think thats how u spell it? Pronounce it u'll understand)
And somehow got bored and tired@!
Nico, Shawn and I went to get thoose sun tan chairs?
3 of us just lay ourself on the chair and talk crap!
While we get bored
Shawn and I got into some talk!
Some privacy talk haha! HEHE!
IT was a good chat though! AND OMG LA
THE GIRLS! jia wen, Isabel and pris talk untill 2!!!
If we didn't stop! they sure talk non stop!! HAHA!
And so we went out and find Cab!
First driver didn't want to take us bcause we were 5 people
But the Second uncle was kind enough :D
Went eastpoint cheers and bought absolute vodka citrus!
84 dollar omg T_T
I Should have brought from airport more often! 4 times cheaper....
And went shawn house talk crap and play some games!
Didn't realy drink much!
Played truth or dare.
our last game haha!
Pris still owe us 1 dare though :D HEHE
Got a few games I cant leave info because its quite.... HAHA!
Then sleep!
AND the night was very hot very hard to sleep and unpleasent!
Keep waking up and sleep again...
woke up in the morning next day around 10+
Isabel had to go city...
SHE IS DAMN POWER LA!
Still got energy to go somewhere so far hahaha!
Pris forced me to sent her to mrt T_T
And awhile later SHE FORCE me to sent her to bus stop... omg!
Then saw hong yu and joshua at 18 chef! talk abit And wernt bus stop with pris
The bus 5 was super long la!!!
Went shawn place again and watched movies,
Watched bedtime story and Harold and kumar escape from guantano bay haha!
And recieved xw msg! saying if we wana play pool!
ANd oh ya super sorry to silas!!
Becase he sent me a msg in the morning or what, but i was super tired so i forgotten to reply hahaha! ANd he called =x PSPS
THEn after shawn's dota game we went pool.
Had abit headach though after some dodo called
Some1 sister trying to impost some1 LOL
But looks like my phone wana save me from my misery and had bad connection.
Cant really hear much and soon no more battery haha
Thats about all and went home and sleep :D
Haha woah! the posting of 2 days is soo long :X sorry! hehe
Hope u enjoyed reading





hello! yea.. me again haha!
Just bath!
Today was quite a interesting day though.
After school went for D&T remedial.
Mr chan suddenly surprise us and said we were going to TK secondary!
I didn't mind actually, Just thought that why didn't I left my bag in school.
If you guys don't know! my bag i freaking heavy!
(Studying liao mah =x) HAHA!
So went tk and see last year D&T works,
was quite boring though.
So went out a few times to explore tk :D
And awhile later I asked amir if he wana go to thier canteen and buy food.
We walk around see see haha!
Somehow quite retarded!
then we walk up and this guy look look at me
So somehow i tease the guy and said,
"See what? never see before human?"
Then we walked up,
Amir took a sip of my drink and spill it down,
Then you start hearing whinning from the girls who kana the drink haha!
Then alot crap.
Quite boring though....
So went back school and headed to tampinese one!
Met up with chester, Silas and Xu wei,
Silas said he went for an haircut BUT ITS STILL SO LONG =.=
Seriously this few days!
I keep thinking of getting into poly.
I am seriously damn jealous!
Hearing this camp!
thier school!! ARHHHHHHH omg....
I wish i can fnish secondary son and join them =(
Haiz!! demoralize liao....
bye






Hello! its me again blogging haha!
I am damn darn jealous!
I wana go poly too =(
I saw how happy shawn and isaac was after the camp!
Woah i also wana go TP soon =x
So gona study hard and go in and time to have fun :D:D
Hmm, i dont really know what to say so its just a random post hehe!
I went isabel BBQ! nico and I was on time :D
cause before that we went my mum's shop to eat dumpling,
AND my mother's boyfriend let us drank the absolute vodka rasberry,
and i mean pure!
Very hot hot feeling but! nice smell haha!
Then after that met dodo at bugis,
Was late =x so she had to wait awhile, Sorry =\
And after awhile ast the bbq, nico and I got very bored because Isaac and Shawn said they were gona be super late. So I thought since the bbq place was quite near dobby ghaut
I thought why not lets go pool and come back about an hour later?
And afterall let dodo try HAHA!
So we went and play about 4 games?
Was expecting a large 9inch table but we got an 8.
So we just had the fun we could have :)
Then after awhile isabel start calling us to come back haha! so we went back around at 8?
Then went back and went up to micheal house.
(FYI micheal is isabel friend! If you all watch before the WUSHU warrior? He was actually one of the actor! haha! sorry no photo though, but he was damn fit!)
And talking about him! his house was nice hehe! high class =x
I guess people who live in orchard have houses like this haha!
oh ya! and after awhile Shawn and Isaac came!
They actually went to watch the movie KNOWING!
You know arh?(some people you may not understand) HAHA
AND isaac suggested to play the xi niu nai game!
HAHA freaking retarded but funny!
There was once i wa super lucky but they restarted,
BUT every1 was laughing and stuffs haha!
And soon we watch some movie, about a criminal story.
I forgot what title hehe!
And after evrything at micheal house, Nico and I followed shawn and Isaac to thier TP camp group haha!
Went into a pub, and orderd a absolute vodka peach.
We mixed with 7up played alot games and damn funny haha!
there was a rule where got to do with *yo*
SOmehow got iritated but damn fun! HAHA
So we drank finsh and went home. Was super tire and fall asleep!
Then today, Met up with nico to 18chef and had lunch? I guess haha!
And we headed to sentosa!
Regreted goin sentosa cause didn't had much fun because we are somehow not in poly =(
And we went back! AND the most suay thing is!
WE should have stay at vivo! cause shawn and thier group went vivo and slack! roar!!!!
So now im at home blogging!
BElow are some photos haha!



OH ya this photo! i forgot! Before Nico and I left my mums shop! We heard a loud bang and as typical singaporeans... == we went to check it out!
A bmw crash into some corner of the street. I guess something else happen.
Poor guy i wonder how much that cost? hah
Thats all bye :) And enjoy my new songs